*smiles* so i finally got all my shot records, ya heard me?, so i'm going up there tomorrow, had to pay out the pockets in shit, i waited to late for financial aid in shit, its all good though, i bet i get my money back at the end, believe that shit, ya heard me?, so i'm going to be real amped up about this whole college life, nah meen, i waited three years, to figure out what the fuck i'm going to do with my life, wasted so much time, well i cant say it was time wasted, it was just a set back for a little bit, i stacked bread in the process though, so i'm good on that shit, nah meen, but yayyy me, i cant wait...
*stares* so Marisa, tsk tsk tsk, still havent told her moms she knocked up, she disappointed in shit, but shawty, think of this pregnancy, as a blessing, ya feel me, good luck on that situation, and what make you think, i want that pussy, even though, i heard pregnant pussy is the best, but naa, i'm good on that whole tip, ya feel me, you still my ace boon though, believe that, muahz!!!
*smiles* hi Miranta, typing her name make me blush, Lol, she's a character, she think she can whoop my ass, guhl please, i'm buff, i'll flick your ass like a booger, ya feel me, so yeah, we'll see what the business is, when i'm all up in your grill, digg that, you already know what it is between us, nah meen, dont ever FORGET that shit, believe that mama, i love you...
*smiles* hi Kee, where do i start on this whole situation with her, she fucked a nigga after the club on Friday, ya heard me, i thought that was some trifiling shit, nah meen, but to each its own, so she basically told me how she feel and shit, i can jigg with that, i was so hesistant at first, because my whole perspective changed for her, like on some real shit, like i lost a great amount of respect for her, then i had to stop, and realize, we wasnt even a couple, ya heard me, we was cool in shit, so she was free to do what the fuck she wanted to, she didnt owe me no explanation, but she was real enough to tell me what she had did, so i was like man, most bitches would've lied, but she kept it gutta, and i can respect her for that, but fucking random niggas after the club, um baldheadstinkie, but she say she knew dude, um, i guess, but we had a long conversation, and we progressed, and she even did a big huge favor for me today, Lol, i love her forever, believe that shit, so she will be coming to see me, when i hit school in shit, she better bring that fiyah reefa, cause i need a new connect, ya heard me, but shouts to shawty, big ups...
*smiles*, hi Rika, fucking fuck ass little guhl, ya heard me, shawty paid for my winshield to get fixed, Lol, yeah i do this shit, she volunteered man, nah meen, i'll buy you one, you do too much for me, so i owe you this, nah you dont shawty, nah meen, i do that shit, cause thats what i want to do, nah meen, but thats how i can jigg with that shit, look out for me, i look out for you, believe that shit, muahz, love you...
man i have alot of female issues going on with me now, i mean, you prolly hear me, saying i love this chick, and that chick, but its just, whoever had an impact on my life, whoever looked out for me, i will always have respect for them as women, always love there, even its just friendship, or its me being in an relationship, and actually have feelings for that female, but i just dont toss that word out, i had to learn about that love word, the hard way, even though, i feel its a temporary happiness, i want that love, that old folks have, 50 and 60 years worth of love, and they still going strong, i want that feelings, but i want rush it, its coming, believe that shit...
My sweetheart is doing sooooooooooo much better, i love you baby, believe that shit, full recovery mama, yeen got shit to worry about, we some straight souljahs baby, believe that, cant shit stop us shawty, nothing, i just hope, she dont be insecure now, cause going from straight arrogant, to having permanent scars, man thats devasting, and i know, this will take a toll on her, its going to be a reality check for her, and i hate she going through this, i really do, it hurts me deeply, seeing my baby like this, but what dont kill us, will make us stronger, believe that shit, i love you mawmaw...
*and i smoke that kush*, i'm geeked up, day started off frustrating, ended mad chill, feels mad nice outside, ya feel me, hi Kamiyah, i love you baby, and stop trying to snitch on me in shit, that is so not the business, tell Kee, fallback on that, nah meen, Lol, but i'm about to roll a blunt, smoke a few more with my folks, then make a few phone calls, and i'm gone...
Monday, August 18, 2008