Sunday, August 17, 2008

*stares*, so i know i said i was done with this whole "NET" shit, but -shrugs-, shit gets boring, just surfing the net, thrillz, um, so much shit have happened to me, like wow, i use my pain as fuel to remind me of my strength, cause bwoy, man, where do i start, ok um, i went to the doctor and shit, i was hella scared, i aint go front, cause having the mentality, what i dont know, wont hurt, pfft, bullshit, so i went there, found a spot on my lung, um, PAUSE, am i going to die?, that's all i asked, if ima die, let a nigga know, so i can just straight go ham, ran tests for a few days, i'm good on that, yayy, dude said i need to stop smoking, like seriously, um i doubt it, and i had a urinary tract infection, i never heard of it, i thought females only get it, but yeah, guess NOT..

my sister is in the hospital in critical but stable condition, yeah, her ex stabbed her over 12x, i was going through so many emotions, when i heard about it, i had death on my mind, like man, shit hurt me to my heart, she was on life support, but she's breathing on her own, had 4 surgeries already, and far as the nigga go, pow pow, its a wrap, believe that shit, nigga fled, for what?, nigga you was man to enough to stab a female, man up and take this bullet, simple as that, its a done deal, i love my sister to death, i mean to death, she's my backbone yo, like man, we tighter than virgin pussy, she in my prayers, i went and seen her, spent my whole day with her, she was looking at me in shit, i was crying man, i cant see her like that, damn yo, i'm getting emotional, off that, shouts to my baby, i love you mama, i know we go overcome this obstacle, you still that dime brizzle guhl, yeen got to worry about shit...

Sara and I had a arguement, havent spoke to her since last week, i mean shawty, spare me the bullshit, ya digg?, i dont have the time nor the patience for that shit, i will curse your ass out, and think nothing about it...

Miranta finally admitted she loved me, it took her awhile to finally admit that shit, i mean i was clueless, i had no idea, but i did know she had feelings for me, it was obvious, and we had a disagreement also, she insists on calling me a "player, pimp, etc", so i specifically stated, shawty if im a pimp, you my ho, plain and simple, so fuck you and the bullshit, she became upset, i was just being real, dont classify me as none of the above, nah meen, that's so not me, ya digg?, but i love you to Miranta, believe that shit...

Kee?, tsk tsk tsk, so yeah, she been missing, now all of a sudden, she texts me on some shit like, i miss you baby, um bitch please, and you are?, exactly, how you got feelings for me, and you fucked some nigga after the club on friday, guhl spare yourself the bullshit, you putting on, like thrillz, she talm bout, moving with me and shit, PAUSE, pump your brakes shawty, i am officially taken, we can be no more than friends, believe that...

Hi Andy, my newest buddy, she's super duper oooper wooper cool, she cooler than a freezer, yep, Lmao, she is, i'm serious, she is, even though, she abuses the mentally challenged people, not playing, she punches the people in the face, talm bout they playing tag, what the fuck, that is abuse, da fuck, you will never ever, watch my handicap uncle, wait, i dont have no ree-ree's in my family, but yeah, she violent, Lmao, hoo ray for her, and will i uppercut the bitch in the chin, yep, ike turner that heffer...

So school starts in a few days, and i am so not prepared, like i think, i will have to wait until the next quarter, because even though, i got accepted, they told me i had to turn in my shot records, before school starts, the doctors lost all my records, no files, no nothing, highley upset, i mean literally, i was like Ye, i seen flashing lights, jeebus, but i'm still going, believe that...

Hi Kamiyah, i love you dearly, believe that sweetheart...

Lmao @ the way i typed my blog, see it was so much to say, and i noticed this way, was so fucking quicker, and convient for me, so yeah, and i will be changing this name real soon, believe that, and i got shit loads of pics to upload, but i will upload a pic on here, when i get to the house, i got my pistol in shit, pow pow, who will i terrify with my shotgun, im serious, you should see me in the pic with it, kissing it in shit, yeah niggas, i blow holes thru niggas, NO HOMO, believe that, and i'm geeked up, i'm gone...