so i decided to change my blog name, that name was way overdue, but i seriously need some "me" time, i need to reflect, write, heal, and make peace with myself., i'm not saying in that particular order but all of these things need to happen within this year, definitely, i suppose this grand idea was long overdue, the mistake i feel is inviting so many people inside my world, i'm getting really nervous, thinking of which issues and topics to hit first, think who may be offended, think who may classify this as "clicheish black man thinking", but who cares?? at the end of the night, after all is done daily necessarily, it is my thoughts that keep me up until the next mornings light, these inner thoughts keep me up, so many mixed emotions about my life, choices that are slowly killing me inside, can't really talk to one single person about everything i go through because maybe i'm not being totally honest with myself, constructing my own reality and digging the holes..plural
