Tuesday, March 24, 2009

*Wow, who in the hell would've ever thought, i would be back on my blogging shit, but i am, its been along time coming, ya feel me?, i hope everything is well with everybody, everything is slow motion on my end, nah meen, a nigga is single, ya digg?, no attachments, no nothing, prolly the happiest i've been in a good minute as i think about it, but cha know, everything happens for a reason, and i was so stuck on stupid then, that i closed everybody out, except her, so i lost alot of people, because i was blinded, but its all good doe, i really dont know where to start, but i been on that poetry type shit, going hard, i guess thats the only way i can express myself, but ima drop a few lines on yall, check it out below, and yeah i'm still on that weed tip, heavy, wont change, ya digg?, but !'m g0n3*




Room dying in denial

Wallpaper like cataracts that won't go away, stuck to the eye
The spaces in between the walls indicate the oppression of my mind
Anti-Life slowly creeping up on the mind
A low budget gift is saying you should do what I say, and be unhappy
For the fear of destruction which can be self made speeds into the mind with no warnings, stopped at times but with no tickets. I've seen it all before, and even more. So there is a sense of refusal, but never a denial, as time passes thoughts stay intact until time is gone indefinite. There will be a day, like any other day, in which there will be weather a certain aroma, and a sense of life and death, that both exist. People read the words of the once being that had vital signs, but have vanished. Words that are to be heard if found, read and heard, and throughout. When there is too much to say, but so much importance, it all cannot be reached in a matter of time, no matter how strong the mental capacity. All the will mustered in one that survived it, and forgave all, that accompanied the few that killed the mind, the well being, and respect all at one time. But when I'm gone and so are they, it will just be another story in the wind, that died in time...