*stares, man i started cleaning out my house today, well not my entire house, but my room/closets, shit like that, can you say that shit made me tired as fuck, jeebus, i was breathing like i was a walking heart attack, damn, man i have so much shit, i should've snapped a few pictures of that shit, would've been like damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn nigga, ima get some shit to goodwill, i found my missing shit, been looking for shit like the past year, and i found it today, i was like holy moly donut shop, i found like twenty dollars worth of change, i swear i did, i found candy boxes where i had hid, too much shit, and so fucking what if i hide food in my room and forget where i hid it, so shit, and i ate some of the candy, it was still fresh too, and i found like three of my bottom grills, i was like damn though, clean me...
*Im cutting alot of bitches/niggas out of my life, the ones who serve no purpose in my life, the ones i can live without, i was just thinking while smoking my blunt, listening to some oldies, like man, if my life depended on it, would they be there for me if i was jammed up, naa, i been jammed up, how many of them stepped to the plate, NONE, but the ones who been there since day one, ya digg?, yall was just a temporary happiness in my life, yall wasnt loyal to a nigga, nah meen, my true friends experience my pain when im down and out, and i love them niggas/females for that shit, shouts to my entire hood, we all we got, we take care each other, and i love em for that shit..
*Frankie (Keyshia Cole mama), why i thought about hitting that, man that lady is not the average chick, her ole ass could get it, and she thick, whattttttttttttttt, and so what, shit, i watch the show just for her, keyshia cole fine as shit too, i'd take her down through there too, but i want her mama, yay-yuh..
*May the unloyal bitches soul rot in hell, and i mean every word of that shit, digg that, im gone*
*EDIT*
*Shouts to mi glass doll, so yo, its offical, ya digg, im officially off the market and engaged/committed, its more like, when we stable, more like i gave her a ring and asked her to marry me, but more like we aint getting married to everything is right in our life, her schooling, me going to school in January, its just like we gotta be stable first, but we'll make it, nah meen, i mean i know i be like fuck shawty, this that and the third, when in reality she's the only one that matters, I love everything about Miranta, I know that you are not perfect and nor can I claim to be either, but please believe me, when I say that I want to be by your side, to hold your hand, to treasure you in the morning and in the noon-tide, to be next to you, to be held close to your heart now and for the rest of my living years, to comfort you, dry your tears and calm your most frightening fears, to fight your battles, and show no shame to scream my love for you out loud all over the land, I love you with the breath, the smiles and the tears of all my life, and that's real shawty, i love YOU, and im nervous but excited at the same time, i feel like we in it for the long run, we been through thick and thin together, and we still here, going strong shawty, *cabbage patch*, and even though your moms want me in shit, she cant get enough of my ole shy innocent self, and 9x out of 10, she dreams about me, i got the one i want, ya digg, shouts to Miranta, i love you sweetheart*
Sunday, December 7, 2008